I found a part of me
drifting off, wandering
with nowhere to go
head is pounding
heart is breaking
and my soul is floating
in strange chemicals
and musky fragrance
right before silence took over
on the edge of sobriety
I watch myself
taking wispy breaths of
wind and sky
drowning in endorphins
grasping remnants of reality
when I woke up
from the dream I realized
just how unfair it is
you told me that human
must not cling onto the clouds
while you spread your wings
and live in paradise
